Around 10 weeks pregnant I checked into the ER on a friday night and the doctor told me the ultrasound confirmed there was no baby in my belly. That following monday I had blood work done at my OBGYN and they told me my HCG levels were back to normal. About 4 weeks later I went to a walk in clinic thinking I had the flu and they told me I was pregnant. I remember telling them there was absolutely no way. I went to my OB the same day to have more test done and a ultrasound showing a healthy baby that I had never lost. I remember the ultrasound tech saying “you never lost that baby”. At 38 weeks pregnant Jasper was born by emergency c section. The next day he passed away in the comfort of my arms and on my chest due to complications from a car accident. I got to spend 9 months growing my sweet angel. It was an honor to spend more time with you then I thought I had. Your big brother and mommy loves you. We miss you and talk about you often. We tell everyone about you and have your pictures everywhere. It makes me sad knowing I’ll miss all your firsts but I get comfort in knowing you get to spend eternity with Jesus. #angelmom #miscarriage #grief #infantloss #pregnancyloss #childloss #bereavedmother #miscarriageawareness #angelbaby #babyloss #grievingmother #miscarriagesupport #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #iam #childlossawareness #childlosssupport #rainbowbaby #loss #lifeafterloss #stillbornstillloved #babylossawareness #infantlossawareness #stillbirthawareness #griefjourney #infertility #babylosssupport #childlossgrief #eternity #jesus #heaven #angelbaby #angelbabymom #angelbaby🦋 #momsoftiktok #yourlife #yourlifematters #myworld #myboys #myboy #myeverything #accident #caraccident #carwreck #missed #missingyou #thankful #ourtime #neverforgetyou #neverforgotten #gonebutneverforgotten #hospital #alwaysloveyou #alwaysloved #yourname #life #special #specialtome #alwaysonmymind #alwaysinmyheart #forevermissed #forevermissingyou #myson #mysonshine #mybaby #mysweetboy #myheart #myangel #myangels #mylittlebaby #brothers #motherlove #weeks #weekspregnant #pregnantlife #pregnanttiktok #neverforget #knoxville #knoxvilletennessee #knoxvilletn #tn #tennessee #memorylane #memorybox #memories #memoriesareforever #memoriesbringbackyou #memories💫❤️ #comfort #hospitalstay #fightingformylife #youhavemyheart #youhavepurpose #purpose #everythingiwanted #youreperfect #ourstory #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillbeyourvoice #hcg #drappointment #appointment #ultrasound #brokenheart #healing #healingjourney #healingtiktok #healingtrauma #healingprocess #process #oneyear #oneyearago #december #decemberbaby #thankfulfor #ourtime #togther #healthy #healthybaby #fullterm #emergency #emergencyroom #emergencycsection #csection #csectiondelivery #csectionmom #surgery #surgerytiktok #fyp #tiktok #streetsofgold #heavenangels #heavensent #godgavemeyou #mylifestory #brokenhearted #jasper #luca #carson #grey #changes #change #life #yourstory #yourstorymatters #yourstoryisntover #sharinghappiness #sharingisbeautiful #beautiful #beautifullife #handsomeboy #mylove #myloves #hashtag #hashtags #hashtagsviralvideos #hashtagstiktok #tags #mysonmylife #mysonshine💙 #mysonsaremyworld #mysonsaremylife #comfort #jesussaves #jesusismysavior #jesusismysavior #eternity #9monthspregnant #9months #oneday #onedayatatime #onedaywithyou #onedayatatime🦋 #trauma #traumahealing #traumatic #traumaticbraininjury #braininjury #awarness #mygod #mygodisawesome #mygoddidnotfail #growing #obgyn #doctor #doc #ortho #learningtowalk #walking #injury #injuryrecovery #recovery #recover #staystrong #itsokaytonotbeokay #breath #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillmissyou #iwillalwaysloveyou #sickness #health #motherswortsnightmare #nightmare #mysonisanangel #myangel #myangelbaby #watchingovermefromheaven #guardianangel #beautifulbabycheck #perfect #mychildren #mychildrenmyworld #myworld🌍 #myheartisfull #noteasy #walking #walkingwithyou #alwaysinmyheart #inmyheart

KKKKKKKK CAOS ATRÁS DE CAOS #desperatehousewives #desperateshousewives #desperatemeasures #desperatehousewivesedit #desperate #greysabc #greysanatomy #greysanatomyedits #greys #greysedits #onedayatatime #onedayatatime🦋 #onceuponatime #onceuponatimeedit #modernfamily #modernfamilyscenes #modernfamilyedit

8 months of sobriety has me thinking #sober #soberlife #sobertok #sobertiktok #soberthoughts #sobercurious #sobriety #sobrietyjourney #alcoholfreejourney #alcoholfreelifestyle #journey #healing #growth #serenity #onedayatatime #onedayatatime🦋 #lenakarla #original #originalsound #originalwork #poem #poetry #poetrystatus #poetrytok #poetrylover #selflove #selfcare

"eu quero" = chorei litros 😭😭 | #odaat #onedayatatime #odaatedit #onedayatatime🦋 #isabellagomez #justinamachado #family #support #onedayatatimeshow

#totallyme #Harvey #onedayatatime🦋 #frenchies #frenchbulldog #heather #boxer #real #getfit #looseweight #loosecovidweight

Sober mom is definitely my look! 😉 This is the right decision for me. Alcohol became toxic for me. I’m grateful this decision gets easier and easier to make as I gain more sober days. I’m three years sober this month. Happy sober Anniversary Connie…. 🤪🤪🤪 #sober #sobermomsoftiktok #progressnotperfection #onedayatatime🦋 #3yearssober #football #footballmom #selfloveclub #selflovejourney #personalgrowth #beauthenic #gratitude

🦒🌲🌳⛅️ #onedayatatime🦋 #safariworld #safariworldbangkok #oneday #grwm

I cant belive my whole life I just been brushing my teeth with doodoo particles, Bitvae Toothbrush sterlizer is a game changer fr!🪥🥲🥹💩 #bitvaeoralcare #toothrbush #toothbrushsterilizer #bitvaeoralcare #bitvae #teeth #important #onedayatatime🦋 #fypシ゚viral #fypp #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fypage #f #fyppp

Replying to @Allissa MaryLynn i feel like our life is a movie at times 😂 #day1 #daycaretoddler #opps #spoiledkid #canonlygoupfromhere #onedayatatime🦋 😳

Find your person … your one who holds you up … loves you unconditionally and accepts you as you are ❤️ #fyp #fiance #loveis #unconditionallove #mentalhealthmatters #itsokaytonotbeokay #onedayatatime🦋

If i can do it so can you!💪 #workout #weightloss #motivationchat #fyp #onedayatatime🦋 #gettingtomygoals

Exactly one month ago I was fired from my job( if you want a story time put it in the comments) This job that I start on 12/18, the start date was pushed back twice. I stayed patient and obedient just like God told me. I heard all types of things from people. By the grace of God my bills were paid on time and in full. You can't tell me that God is not good!! Now don't get me wrong I had my unmotivated days, I had my days where I felt like I couldn't do this no more, but I kept pushing. IDK what God you serve but the God I serve is MIGHTY,and ALWAYS ON TIME. You gotta thank God for the Good days, the bad days and the ugly days!! #livingtestimony🙌🏾 #godsplan #rayraytriedit #onthisday #onedayatatime🦋

#duet with @Monarch Butterfly 🦋 #weightloss This journey hasnt been easy but im so proud of myself for not giving up! #schwantesranch #monjauro #takingmylifeback #onedayatatime🦋 107lbs down

#duet with @Juancarloslyrics #estadosparawhatsapp #knowyourworth #imgoingtobeok💜 #onedayatatime🦋 #over50andfabulous #divorceprocess

Mejehna jam sakiyeu mah,ngagujubar💚👋😁💦🏝️ : @kranciboy.textile94 #kranciboy😎 #pantai #pantaipangandaran #citumangbodyrafting #citumangpangandaran #oneday #onedayatatime🦋

#CapCut #mentalhealth #battlingdepression #onedayatatime🦋

Some days are good some days are horrible without my mom. Everyday I’m thinking about her. Wanting to call or text her with all that is going on in life because its lifing. 7 months and haven’t went to your house to go through your things I’m just not ready for that part. Momma damn I miss you sooo much 😭😭😭 I love you my Queen 💜🕊️🪽 rest in heaven #llconnieb💜🕊️ #tryingtogetbacktothegirliwas #griefjourney #griefandloss #losingyourmomhitsdifferent #everydayisdifferent #layinginbed #thinkingofmymom #mylifechanged #lookinginthemirror #blessedtohaveamotherlikeher💫💫😘😘 #onedayatatime #onedayatatime🦋 #viral #divinequeens #foryou #foryourpage #fypシ #foryoupageofficiall #lifewithoutmymomma #grieftok #grievingdaughter #grievingaloss #thisshithurts💔 #thinking #wishing #praying #havingatalkwithgod #talkingtomyangel #guardianangel #heavenangels #wishingyouweresomehowhereagain

#CapCut Health is wealth! This is now my morning go to!! #bloom #healthyliving #onedayatatime🦋

BIG SHOUT OUT TO EVERYONE WHO HELPED ACHIEVE MY GOAL! 👏🏻🫶🏼💕 Cant wait for what the next month has in store for me! #goalsvideo #goalachieved #onedayatatime🦋 #goal #smallbusinesscheck

#totallyme #onedayatatime🦋 #real #heather #booktok #Bluebell #Harvey #love #loosecovidweight #amustforall #looseweight #getfit #greatbargain #everyoneneeds #hulahoppchallenge #hulahoop

Message from Ivy🌻✨🤍 it’s TIME friends !!! ALWAYS put you FIRST 💯‼️ chin up find the beauty of life EVERY TIME you’re granted life!!! Just hear me out🦍💫🔥#fyp #viral #onthisday #messagefromivy #itstime #healingjourney #nomoredepression #stayfocused #onedayatatime🦋 #itsmyturn #onlythebeginning #unstoppable #hearmeout #777 #717 #divinepurpose

#spleshtoiletroll #amustforall #everyoneneeds #heath #love #real #onedayatatime🦋 #totallyme #f#friendship

Message from Ivy🌻✨🤍 Ask them AGAIN one more time you’re seeing this video for a reason I PROMISE 🤍🌻even if its been awhile JUST SEE🙏🏾Its 2023 and tommrow isn’t promised to ANYONE ✨check in with your village and remind them its okay NOT to be okay and they’re LOVED & NEEDED!! Today may not be perfect but breath and INNERSTAND the your day serves purpose 💯‼️💛 Happy Friday here’s your charge 🔋keep going…lets do it TOGETHER 🐛🦋#fyp #viral #messagefromivy #checkin #strongfriend #reassurance #healingjourney #onedayatatime🦋 #spiritualawakening #itsmyturn #safespace #onlythebeginning #unstoppable #hearmeout #rawanduncut #777 #717 #divinepurpose #madeforthis #goddessivy1988 #itsalatimerthing #fromseparatedtoinseparable✨ #wellnesscheckwithivywednesdays🌻 #🐝gracedbyivy🌻 #motivationalspeaker #mentor #autismawareness #narccisticabuseawareness #adoption #grief #safespace #comein #fypシ

#loosecovidweight #looseweight #getfit #real #boxer #heather #frenchbulldog #frenchies #onedayatatime🦋 #Harvey #totallyme #boxerdog #totallyruthless #Bluebell

#table #totallyruthless #boxerdog #Bluebell #totallyme #Harvey #onedayatatime🦋 #frenchbulldog #heather #boxer #real #getfit #looseweight #loosecovidweight

#totallyme #onedayatatime🦋 #real #love #everyoneneeds #heath #everyoneneeds #amustforall #looseweight #spleshtoiletroll

#totallyruthless #boxerdog #Bluebell #totallyme #Harvey #onedayatatime🦋 #frenchies #frenchbulldog #heather #frenchies #boxer #real #getfit #looseweight #loosecovidweight

🌊#holiday #ชอบฟังเพลง #onedayatatime🦋 #CapCut