Around 10 weeks pregnant I checked into the ER on a friday night and the doctor told me the ultrasound confirmed there was no baby in my belly. That following monday I had blood work done at my OBGYN and they told me my HCG levels were back to normal. About 4 weeks later I went to a walk in clinic thinking I had the flu and they told me I was pregnant. I remember telling them there was absolutely no way. I went to my OB the same day to have more test done and a ultrasound showing a healthy baby that I had never lost. I remember the ultrasound tech saying “you never lost that baby”. At 38 weeks pregnant Jasper was born by emergency c section. The next day he passed away in the comfort of my arms and on my chest due to complications from a car accident. I got to spend 9 months growing my sweet angel. It was an honor to spend more time with you then I thought I had. Your big brother and mommy loves you. We miss you and talk about you often. We tell everyone about you and have your pictures everywhere. It makes me sad knowing I’ll miss all your firsts but I get comfort in knowing you get to spend eternity with Jesus. #angelmom #miscarriage #grief #infantloss #pregnancyloss #childloss #bereavedmother #miscarriageawareness #angelbaby #babyloss #grievingmother #miscarriagesupport #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #iam #childlossawareness #childlosssupport #rainbowbaby #loss #lifeafterloss #stillbornstillloved #babylossawareness #infantlossawareness #stillbirthawareness #griefjourney #infertility #babylosssupport #childlossgrief #eternity #jesus #heaven #angelbaby #angelbabymom #angelbaby🦋 #momsoftiktok #yourlife #yourlifematters #myworld #myboys #myboy #myeverything #accident #caraccident #carwreck #missed #missingyou #thankful #ourtime #neverforgetyou #neverforgotten #gonebutneverforgotten #hospital #alwaysloveyou #alwaysloved #yourname #life #special #specialtome #alwaysonmymind #alwaysinmyheart #forevermissed #forevermissingyou #myson #mysonshine #mybaby #mysweetboy #myheart #myangel #myangels #mylittlebaby #brothers #motherlove #weeks #weekspregnant #pregnantlife #pregnanttiktok #neverforget #knoxville #knoxvilletennessee #knoxvilletn #tn #tennessee #memorylane #memorybox #memories #memoriesareforever #memoriesbringbackyou #memories💫❤️ #comfort #hospitalstay #fightingformylife #youhavemyheart #youhavepurpose #purpose #everythingiwanted #youreperfect #ourstory #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillbeyourvoice #hcg #drappointment #appointment #ultrasound #brokenheart #healing #healingjourney #healingtiktok #healingtrauma #healingprocess #process #oneyear #oneyearago #december #decemberbaby #thankfulfor #ourtime #togther #healthy #healthybaby #fullterm #emergency #emergencyroom #emergencycsection #csection #csectiondelivery #csectionmom #surgery #surgerytiktok #fyp #tiktok #streetsofgold #heavenangels #heavensent #godgavemeyou #mylifestory #brokenhearted #jasper #luca #carson #grey #changes #change #life #yourstory #yourstorymatters #yourstoryisntover #sharinghappiness #sharingisbeautiful #beautiful #beautifullife #handsomeboy #mylove #myloves #hashtag #hashtags #hashtagsviralvideos #hashtagstiktok #tags #mysonmylife #mysonshine💙 #mysonsaremyworld #mysonsaremylife #comfort #jesussaves #jesusismysavior #jesusismysavior #eternity #9monthspregnant #9months #oneday #onedayatatime #onedaywithyou #onedayatatime🦋 #trauma #traumahealing #traumatic #traumaticbraininjury #braininjury #awarness #mygod #mygodisawesome #mygoddidnotfail #growing #obgyn #doctor #doc #ortho #learningtowalk #walking #injury #injuryrecovery #recovery #recover #staystrong #itsokaytonotbeokay #breath #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillmissyou #iwillalwaysloveyou #sickness #health #motherswortsnightmare #nightmare #mysonisanangel #myangel #myangelbaby #watchingovermefromheaven #guardianangel #beautifulbabycheck #perfect #mychildren #mychildrenmyworld #myworld🌍 #myheartisfull #noteasy #walking #walkingwithyou #alwaysinmyheart #inmyheart

They love when I make appointments!!😂 #freebrenda #comedy #fyp #fypシ #southern #southernaccent #southernaccent #dr #nurse #drappointment #dirtroad #rn #nursepractitioner #medstudent

Nolie’s first dr appointment in ✨photos✨🫶🏻 #newborn #dayinthelife #drappointment #babygirl #girlmom #momlife #postpartum #momoffive #vlog

I spy Terry the receptionist! #drappointment #soundhealthcarecenter #momandgrama #lovegrama #gramacarolyn #investedinmyself #highhopes @Panic! At The Disco

Not good. #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealth #drappointment #fyp

Come with us to his 15 month check up 🦖🍼🫶🏻🤍 #toddlercheckup #toddler #drappointment #doctorappointment #baby #vaccinated #vaccines #shots #15monthcheckup #

He hates people being in his mouth now, but he did so well and loved his toothbrush 🥺🪥🦷 BIG BOY #fyp #fypシ #foryoupage #momsoftiktok #VIRAL #TRENDING #babyboy #firsttimemom #daywithababy #drappointment #dentist #firstdentistappointment

I should get points at least for getting my name right. #drappointment #marriedlife #marriedcouple #tutorial #dadsoftiktok #comedy #husbandsoftiktok

Grandma is in good health at 106. #healthiswealth #drappointment #grandmamadie #tiktokgranny #fyp #follow #share #like #comment

Jan 27, I took a nap. Fridays are nap days #fyp #sleepybitch #drappointment #ReadySetLift #sleepytime #anxiety #spicyemotions

Replying to @VIVÍ #bruises #responder #irondeficiency #drappointment #today #update #comingsoon #🙏🙏 #daughter

I can’t be the only person that does this 😆 #drappointment #nobodysgonnaknow #imleavingherewithsomething #annualcheckup #relateable

Absolutely love this doctor. She was so nice and Rosabella just loved her. She had to get one last flu shot and thank God since our Florida trip was full of germs. Lol 😂 i m glad she is doing much better! #fypシ゚viral #babiesoftiktok #dadsoftiktok #momsoftiktok #drappointment ##XXX #transmenoftiktok #paxxfamxz

#Survivorara #Elderly #Mom #drappointment #80yearsold #OldLady #elderlycare #Jokes #LoveIs #LoveHer

HAPPY TUESDAY! Soooo my daughter has been dealing with this stye for almost 6 months on and off and we finally got in to see the eye specialist!!! Thank God ! Everything went well ❤️ #momtok #momsoftiktok #momcontent #vlogging #vlog #toddler #dayinthelife #contentcreator #relateable #fyp #kidsoftok #drappointment #childrenshospital

Handrew in the hospital! Somthing in my eye!! #handrew #drappointment #nurse #eyedoctortiktok

Come along with us today 😄 #fyp #vlog #autismmama #drappointment #aba #momlife #vibes

Mom mode was on 100 😩 REALITY. #mom #momsoftiktok #momtok #momlife #mommy #moms #momcontent #momcontentcreator #momcontentcreators #momsontiktok #physicalcheckup #babycheckup #physical #drappointment #doctorappointment #adayinmylife #adayinthelife #adayasamom #momlifebelike #fypシ゚viral #fyp

Having a Sphynx also means keeping up with his health and monitoring his heart ♥️ #sphynx #getreadywithme #sphynxcat #cat #cats #hairlesscat #pets #animals #veterinary #drappointment #fyp #foryou @Chewy

Grwm to go to Kairos hematology appt! 🫶🏽 using this new flat iron. #grwm#grwmhairedition #drappointment #babyboy#momtok#momsoftiktok#mamasdetiktok#mama#fyp#parati#mom#boymom#biotindeficiency#hair

Finally found the gingerbread mug hangers from tj hehe 🎄☕️ #CapCut #drappointment #prenatal #pregnant #pregnantlife #pregnantbelly #traderjoes #traderjoesfoodreviews #traderjoeshaul #starbucks #starbucksdrinks #starbucksorder #thirdtrimester #glucosetest #comewithme #momlife #momsoftiktok #momtok #momof2 #soontobemom #fyp #fy #fypシ

This super soft super comfy jogger set was definitely the way to go for this 8 hr long eye Doctor appointment. It has so much stretch it felt like i was wearing PJs plus i got so many compliments 🥰#joggerset #tiktokshopfinds #tiktokshopaffiliate #whotfdidimarry #reesateesa #tiktok #fyp #fypシ #viral #momsoftiktok #momlife #drappointment #CapCut

Brick City! #drappointment #followup #fyp #colddays