Around 10 weeks pregnant I checked into the ER on a friday night and the doctor told me the ultrasound confirmed there was no baby in my belly. That following monday I had blood work done at my OBGYN and they told me my HCG levels were back to normal. About 4 weeks later I went to a walk in clinic thinking I had the flu and they told me I was pregnant. I remember telling them there was absolutely no way. I went to my OB the same day to have more test done and a ultrasound showing a healthy baby that I had never lost. I remember the ultrasound tech saying “you never lost that baby”. At 38 weeks pregnant Jasper was born by emergency c section. The next day he passed away in the comfort of my arms and on my chest due to complications from a car accident. I got to spend 9 months growing my sweet angel. It was an honor to spend more time with you then I thought I had. Your big brother and mommy loves you. We miss you and talk about you often. We tell everyone about you and have your pictures everywhere. It makes me sad knowing I’ll miss all your firsts but I get comfort in knowing you get to spend eternity with Jesus. #angelmom #miscarriage #grief #infantloss #pregnancyloss #childloss #bereavedmother #miscarriageawareness #angelbaby #babyloss #grievingmother #miscarriagesupport #pregnancyandinfantlossawareness #iam #childlossawareness #childlosssupport #rainbowbaby #loss #lifeafterloss #stillbornstillloved #babylossawareness #infantlossawareness #stillbirthawareness #griefjourney #infertility #babylosssupport #childlossgrief #eternity #jesus #heaven #angelbaby #angelbabymom #angelbaby🦋 #momsoftiktok #yourlife #yourlifematters #myworld #myboys #myboy #myeverything #accident #caraccident #carwreck #missed #missingyou #thankful #ourtime #neverforgetyou #neverforgotten #gonebutneverforgotten #hospital #alwaysloveyou #alwaysloved #yourname #life #special #specialtome #alwaysonmymind #alwaysinmyheart #forevermissed #forevermissingyou #myson #mysonshine #mybaby #mysweetboy #myheart #myangel #myangels #mylittlebaby #brothers #motherlove #weeks #weekspregnant #pregnantlife #pregnanttiktok #neverforget #knoxville #knoxvilletennessee #knoxvilletn #tn #tennessee #memorylane #memorybox #memories #memoriesareforever #memoriesbringbackyou #memories💫❤️ #comfort #hospitalstay #fightingformylife #youhavemyheart #youhavepurpose #purpose #everythingiwanted #youreperfect #ourstory #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillbeyourvoice #hcg #drappointment #appointment #ultrasound #brokenheart #healing #healingjourney #healingtiktok #healingtrauma #healingprocess #process #oneyear #oneyearago #december #decemberbaby #thankfulfor #ourtime #togther #healthy #healthybaby #fullterm #emergency #emergencyroom #emergencycsection #csection #csectiondelivery #csectionmom #surgery #surgerytiktok #fyp #tiktok #streetsofgold #heavenangels #heavensent #godgavemeyou #mylifestory #brokenhearted #jasper #luca #carson #grey #changes #change #life #yourstory #yourstorymatters #yourstoryisntover #sharinghappiness #sharingisbeautiful #beautiful #beautifullife #handsomeboy #mylove #myloves #hashtag #hashtags #hashtagsviralvideos #hashtagstiktok #tags #mysonmylife #mysonshine💙 #mysonsaremyworld #mysonsaremylife #comfort #jesussaves #jesusismysavior #jesusismysavior #eternity #9monthspregnant #9months #oneday #onedayatatime #onedaywithyou #onedayatatime🦋 #trauma #traumahealing #traumatic #traumaticbraininjury #braininjury #awarness #mygod #mygodisawesome #mygoddidnotfail #growing #obgyn #doctor #doc #ortho #learningtowalk #walking #injury #injuryrecovery #recovery #recover #staystrong #itsokaytonotbeokay #breath #iwillalwaysloveyou #iwillmissyou #iwillalwaysloveyou #sickness #health #motherswortsnightmare #nightmare #mysonisanangel #myangel #myangelbaby #watchingovermefromheaven #guardianangel #beautifulbabycheck #perfect #mychildren #mychildrenmyworld #myworld🌍 #myheartisfull #noteasy #walking #walkingwithyou #alwaysinmyheart #inmyheart

Hallo mypren.... 7 hari sudah kita ditinggalkan... @jukijukjunherdianto menyapa nih..... Al-fatihah #alfatihah #juki #yulifianherdianto #mypren #seeyouwheniseeyou #r59racing #family #founder #inmyheart #always

I miss you everday, Daddy 🥺 #fyp #livephoto #daddy #daddysgirl #daddyloves #forever #inmyheart

Første ukene av vgs i fjor🥹🫶 #inmyheart

meski susah untuk percaya, tp aku percaya Tuhan lbh tau yg terbaik untuk semua.. meski saat ini susah buat aku untuk terima km dah pergi, tp aq tetep hrs kuat, buat anak2 qt.. love u yanx, i will take a good care the best for them, so u can smile from up there.. love u xoo yanx.. #nyhusband #wellycandra #husband #shortlife #xyzbca #xyzcba #lifetooshort #life #fyp #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fypdongggggggg #fypシ #restinpeace #rip #inmemoriam #speech #missyou #inmyheart

Igualito a ti… Me enseñaste a ser fuerte, a trabajar por lo mío. A echarle ganas a la vida y ahora q no estas aquí todo lo q me ensenaste fue el mejor legado q me pudiste dejar….. pero cuanto te extraño y me haces falta 😔 #apa #dad #love #miss #forever #myguy #bestfriend #fyp #inmyheart #always

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Part 1 .. #wb #forever #foryoupage❤️❤️ #fypシ゚viral #explore #edit #muslim #memes #inmyheart #❤️ #drama @እንዳ ራጂ Arsenal😜 @Temesgen Amlake @Redwan @📖🕯

Kinda been a rough day/night for your boy, and that’s when the gym comes in 💔#grind#gym#fyp#nolove#weighgloss#inmyheart#focuse#ChoresInThisHouse

dan 25 haripun qt ga ketemu kamu yanx.. kangenn.. dengan semua kebiasaanmu d rmh.. di tempat pergi.. di cafe.. di hotel.. di mobil.. yanx... tengkiuu ya yanx, uda nyapa qt d mimpi.. ini surat dr anak2 buat kamu yanx... i kno u can read there.. n we kno u miss as more than we kno.. yanx.. you still in our heart.. we love u xo.. i promise to tak care a good care for our little family ya yanx.. km yg tenang dsana ya bojoq yg paling ganteng.. yg palinggg tak suayang... i love love love you yanx... until we meet again.. lophh youu xoo.. #inmemoriam #rip #restinpeace #fypage #fyp #fypシ #fypdongggggggg #fyppppppppppppppppppppppp #fypシ゚viral #myhusband #xyzcba #xyzbca #littlefamily #myfamily #inmyheart

⬛️⬜️🟥🔛🔝 Yang masih bertanya tanya..mari tekan bag kuning 🟨. #sweatshirt #kamikazeofficial available now ##freesticker #freeleyard #mainmotor #ggrmotor #jp #unclered #jj #jalanjalan #gaya #macho #best #selesa #coleection OPEN FOR ALL #LEGACY #inmyheart #fyppppp

But of course they're magic ! #coachmeifyoucan #coachme #power #xilam #cartoon #funnycartoon #inmyheart #magic

The cutest!!🥹 Would you get one? #angel #lovedone #momsoftiktok #heaven #fyp #unboxing #nostalgia #inmyheart

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Embrace life’s brightest moments. #withmeforever #missyousomuch #inmyheart #missingsomeoneinheaven #wishheavenhadvisitinghours

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Galaunya nyampe sini, sedih nya ada lucu nya ada emosi nya ada 🌊 #fyp #welcometosamdalri #foryou #soundtrack #beach #filmkorea #healing #drakor #inmyheart #fyp

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Thaniyaa enge ponnayoo💔🥺 .🕊️ .🥀 .🌫️ #myanna #broken💔💔 #heartbroken💔💔 #myonlyone #mylovebro #bro🥺 #heavenonearth #inmyheart

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