Whos with me?

IN 2019 PART OF ME DIED. I was broken. I had reached ROCK BOTTOM. I was stuck in a dark hole and I wanted to end it all. I wanted to destroy myself, to not continue anymore. I hated my life, I hated myself. The strange thing is, that though my physical body remains here to this day, part of me did die… That experience of near death by my own hand changed me forever. Years down the line I would learn the lesson. FOR A MAN TO CHANGE, TO BECOME A NEWER, STRONGER AND HAPPIER VERSION OF HIMSELF. THE OLD MAN MUST DIE. Once I understood this lesson, I also understood the following. I can intentionally destroy the parts of myself I don’t like, or that don’t serve me and rebuild parts that do… INTENTIONAL SELF DESTRUCTION FOLLOWED BY CONSCIOUS SELF CONSTRUCTION. Kill the old man, build the new man. Part of my onward journey is to start a group for men who want change. Who desire more. I hope to meet new friends along the way and be of service to others.#modernwarriorbrotherhood #digitalagedad #newgame #destroyyourself #mensmentalhealth

For years I blamed my wife for our shitty marriage. She was cold, hurtful, distant and oh so critical of me. And then one day she told me it was over. It hit me like a brick in the face. I mean, I kind of knew, but I never excpected her to do it. I was devastated. But as I began to look back on my past I saw a pattern. A string of failed relationships, all ending with her being cold, distant and critical. The only linking factor…. Me. Perhaps I needed to take a good long hard look at myself. I asked myself what would it be like to be in a relationship with me?? And to be honest, I thought it would be pretty shit. I was always tired, in a bad mood. I was always withdrawn into myself, caught up in my own head. I was never happy. My mind was a dark hole, full of negativity and bullshit. Maybe I ended up driving relationships away because I was such a grumpy and withdrawn guy. So I went about changing it. I left to be on my own, to work it out. And now things are so much better. I’m happier, healthier. I actually fucking smile now. My relationship has improved and my kids are calmer. All because dad got better. Gents. Never underestimate how influential YOU are in your family’s life. The better you are, the better they are. #modernwarriorbrotherhood #digitalagedad #newgame

MEN: its time to change the game. Stop playing by societies rules and start plying by your own. #modernwarriorbrotherhood #digitalagedad #newgame #mensmentalhealth#CapCut