Traumaaatiicccc. 6PM my OB told me cervidal through the night and pitocin in morning. Then there was the shift to my night nurses and idk who made the call but she started me pitocin at 11:30PM bc i wasnt progressing quick enough? When the contractions started 20 mins in, they hit me like a train at 129mph. kept telling me that this was “early labor” which messed with my head bc i was like how the heck am i going to survive active labor and transition. I couldn’t sit all night because it felt like sitting on razors. I paced the room for 9 hours and breathed through every contraction in low hums. Proud of myself but holy heck it was painful! #laboranddelivery #laboranddeliverynurse #birthstory #birthingperson #ivfwarrior #ivfsuccess #firsttimemom #momsover30 #pregnancyjourney