As my pregnancy is coming to an end, I’m starting to grieve what I hoped my pregnancy experience would be like. I’m never going to be pregnant ever again, and this has been my experience 💔 8 long months of chronic and paralysing depression, wishing every moment of it away. I have always stuggled with my mental health during pregnancy. But I’ve always been so determined to put that to one side to grow my family. I’ve always dreamed of having 3 beautiful children, and soon this will become my reality. I am so proud of myself and my body for the things it has achieved, growing my 3 babies. But this chapter of my life will soon be coming to a close, and I’m finding it so overwhelming. I know I have absolutely hated pregnancy. But there is a small part of me that will grieve never being able to do this again. The most beautiful, yet debilitating experience I will ever encounter. I am proud of me, I am proud of my body, and I am so ready for life as a family of 5 ❤️ Thank you to everyone who has followed my journey, you all mean the absolute world to me 😢 #preg #pregnant #pregnantlife #pregnanttiktok #pregnant🤰 #pregnantbelly #pregnantmama #pregnancy #pregnancyjourney #pregnancytiktok #pregnancylife #pregnancytok #pregnancyjourney #pregnancystruggles #pregnancypains #pregnancymentalhealth #mentalhealthinpregnancy #prenataldepression #prenatalmentalhealth #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #expectationvreality #expectationsvsreality #pregnancyishard #37weekspregnant #8monthspregnant #thirdtrimester #thirdtrimesterbelike #thirdtrimesterproblems #july2023baby Pregnancy struggles Struggling in pregnancy Mental health in pregnancy Pregnancy mental health Prenatal mental health Prenatal depression Expectations vs reality pregnancy Pregnancy journey