I made a choice to trust God no matter the circumstances 🫶🏻 I am a mom of four beautiful babies here on earth with two amazing babies up in heaven waiting for me. The one thing that has gotten me through each pregnancy and birth, is trusting God and his plan for my husband and I. The last ten years have been a roller coaster of emotions with each new pregnancy but I couldn’t be more grateful for the journey. I read a quote that has stuck with me and maybe this will help someone as well. “One day, your baby - the one that today may seem so far away from existence- will be old enough to hear their story. Hear that they were so wished for and so wanted. That you prayed every night for them to join your family. Imagine them looking up at you and saying, "Thank you for never giving up on me" To anyone who is suffering infertility, to those who have suffered losses, It's okay if you thought you were over it, but it hits you all over again. It's okay to fall apart even if you thought you had it under control.You're not weak. Healing is messy and there's no timeline for healing. I hear you, I see you, I love you, I’m here for you and I am praying for you. I will not cause pain without allowing something new to be born - Isaiah 66:9 #rainbowbaby #miraclebaby #angelbaby #momblogger #momof4kids #infertility #miscarriage #momofboys #rainbowbaby🌈 #postpartum #sahm #postpartumjourney #rainbowafterthestorm #babyfever #3boys1girl