I really don’t know what to say, other than I’m sorry. I really miss (tiktok) a lot, but I just don’t have the mental energy to post like I used to. I wish I could post the upbeat, happy lip-synchs that I used to. The dancing in the kitchen.. but I’m struggling more than I ever have in my entire life. All my energy goes to doing basic tasks, and caring for my children. I’m also focusing on my recovery and trying to get help even if it’s outpatient. I can do this, right? 😞❤️ #coachsam87 ##fyp##foryou##coachsam817##RECOVERY##edsheeranrecoveryy##foryoupage##mentalhealth##mentalhealthmatters##StayPositive##healing##healinghurts

Struggling, but good at hiding it. 😞💔 #CoachSam87 #FYP #ForYouPage #ForYou #CoachSam817 #StayPositive #Recovery #mentalhealth #mentalhealthmatters #mentalhealthawareness #fakeittillyoumakeit

When your child really wants you to do a TikTok dance. You do a TikTok dance. No matter how stupid you look lol. #CoachSam87 #FYP #ForYouPage #DancingWithKids #Dancing #TikTokDance #ForYou #CoachSam817 #CoachSam87Kids #positivity #StayPositive #Recovery #DancingInTheKitchenWithSam

Sam’s daughter here !! I’ll let mom eat the rest 😈 #daughter #fypシ #oreo #coachsam87 #foryourpage #iatehalf #littlelife

I love this song. 😈🤘🏻🔥🖤 #welcometothelatenightcircus #freak #metalheads ##Fyp##CoachSam87##ForYou##foryoupage##coachsam817##latenightcircus##bored#CapCut