That day remains one of the 💧🔪💔⛈️ moments in my life. It's a chapter from my 'foundation era' as a slow learner. I went alone to the field, away from my friends trying to hide cuz i cannot hold back my tears after my lecturer revealed the midterm’s result on ws and then unexpectedly, it began to rain. The situation grew even sadder hahah😭 aku dah lah tengah dengar lagu apocalypse nok😭 It was my first semester, and I was still adapting to college life. Homesickness weighed on me, and with my family far away, I felt profoundly lonely. I felt like there was nowhere to turn. Me:kedah🧍🚀🏕️My family:KL👨‍👩‍👧‍👦🌃 I cried because I didn't achieve the midterm accounting exam score I had hoped for. I had studying day and night, knowing I had no basic understanding of accounting and many other subjects. It is so shameful that my friends noticed my work hard, yet I still received a bad result. Most of my friends were fast learners with a strong basic, effortlessly grasping what the teachers taught and i adore them so muchh! Even though they studied last minute, they still scored higher than me.At that time, I felt like i am the most stupid student. But I had no choice; 'not giving up' was my only option because it was too late to change my path. I don't want to trouble my parents. It was a very stressful of 10 months but I am blessed with great friends who always support me mentally and physically. Without their support i already drop foundation kodd hahaah. I miss them so much siut🥲 I continued to exert effort and placed my trust in God. It was even more painful because SOME people only wanted to see the results and not my struggles. However, Alhamdulillah, I eventually achieved my dream of obtaining 4 flat. I survived in the end, and looking back, it's quite amusing hahaha. Anyway slow learner out theree gwenchanaaa… YOU CAN DO IT! DON’T GIVE UP!✊🏻