I need to stop and TRY AND MOVE FORWARD 💔 its soul destroying to think and i feel so bad like im leaving my kids behind 😢 might not make sence to anyone else but it does to me … ive blamed myself for a long time for juniors passing and not being able to hold onto brooke ive held onto things that are torturing me daily. If i dont stop now and try i will end up d*** its not a way to live. Ive been in survival mode my whole life. Living is what i OWE my son and my daughter. I hope and pray everyday they keep me strong from above ✨🙏🏼. Having the privilage to be able to call Brooke and Junior my children and have the title as a mother is beyond a blessing. Look after each other up there ☁️ ✨❤️ i dont know how but i know i can 💪🏼💛 #mentalhealthmatters #BeKind #womansticktogether23 #fypシ #dandansday #blessed #brookeandjunior🧡 #daughterandson #heaven