Replying to @Courtney Michelle I’m the eldest of 5 and always wanted a large family of my own. My mom sneezed and got pregnant 5 time. I quickly learned that not everyone is like that, I was diagnosed with ‘secondary infertility’ when trying to conceive baby #2 . I was the youngest person in that fertility clinic and rode the infertility rollercoaster for many years. If you’re currently struggling getting pregnant, please know that you’re not alone. I’ve been there. It was a very difficult and lonely period in my life. You’re allowed to desperately want another child. You’re allowed to feel that pain even if you’re already fortunate to have a child at home. After years and many fertility treatments later we were blessed with baby #2 and #3. My 4th baby was a complete miracle Baruch Hashem. I didn’t even think I could possibly conceive naturally and was shocked to find out I was pregnant. As to a 5th baby, that would be my dream If Hashem (g-d) desires it I would be thrilled and if it’s not in HIS plan then I would still be the happiest and most content mom of 4 🙏🏼 #infertility #secondaryinfertility #fertilityjourney #momofboys #genderreveal