To my first born kaiden, the one that teaches me the the unhealed parts of myself & the son who taught me what unconditional love was. The one who made me want to be a better person from the junki* i was. He gave me hope & i loved him more than i hated myself. Wanting to give him what i didnt have. A family, stability, & a place to call home. #CapCut #mominrecovery #addictionrecovery #myfirstborn #myeverything #mylittleman #boymom #fypシ #addictionisadisease