i feel like i cant greive over my miscarriages because ive also had 2 abortions. in a way i feel like it was my karma? my heart hurts, i have 5 angel babies, 2 being my choice. ill regret those choices for the rest of my life, im mentally & physically destroyed as a person, i hate myself. but i love every single one of my babies and in another world under different circumstances, i know id of been the most amazing mummy to all of you🤍 #foryoupage #foryou #misscarriage #abortion #angelbabies #love #mentalhealth