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Kat rant: Today I did something that was beyond healing… I threw some stuff away that had been just chilling in my closet at my moms. I inspected every item, felt the energy and realized just how messed up my life was not to long ago. A few years ago , I was not okay. No where near okay. I trusted everyone a little to easy and hated others a little to much. I found escape in a place I thought was happiness. I found myself not being able to tell the difference between fight, flight and straight up harm. I threw away my old wedding dress, wedding cake topper and some wedding decorations… It started to click where things didn’t make sense. I knew that in that relationship I was far from perfect… but I’m also starting to see just how fucking blind I truly was.. the people I thought where friends just wanted to see me fail and wanted to see me in pain… It’s been almost 5 years and I told my mother today that I was done, simple. Not a tear, not a giggle, not a random sting in my heart- just mute emotions. I would be lieing if I didn’t think about having a bon fire and toasting some marshmallows over the flames of our failures- but honestly it’s not even worth the energy. The past few weeks I’ve spent time healing, journaling, going to therapy, and finding myself. The past 5 years I found peace with that part of my life… then I realized I was keeping my inner child from healing by running every time a emotion/memeory popped up. I have been working close with a therapist and my support group to heal from this.. to STOP RUNNING. I’ve spent time trying to figure this out, trying to forgive those who hurt me and those who have truly just not been good friends… Some things just can’t be forgiven. That being said, I’m okay with having enemies. I have come to terms with my life and my morals along with what I want to achieve. Basically- I stopped living life for others.My healing journey is far from over, I still have so much to do!!!! I have so much to forgive and so much to heal from- but I’m starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel now. It’s there. Pure bliss is on the horizon! #travel #fyp #usa
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