I am ready for this process to be OVER. im so ready for some normalcy and calm back in my life. Grandma calls me 5-6 times a day begging me to come see her or come get her out of the hospital. I cant explain anything to her, she doesnt understand. Each visit and phonecall end with her yelling at us and hanging up…not only that but i feel like there are some shitty people watching my tiktoks trying to cause some problems for me right now too. I cant believe what tryin to help my family has turned into. A part of me wishes i just continued taking food to them. 😭 #momsoftiktok #therapytiktok #sobriety #addict #sober #bekind #dementia #awareness #momma #onedayatatime #addiction #soberlife #stressed