Season 39 Episode 1… where I remember AGING IS A PRIVILEGE ❤️ missing Trevor daily but choosing to live again for him #widow #fightfortrevor #thisisme

Daddy was the role you were born for, and you loved every minute of it. Happy heavenly Father’s Day, my love. We celebrate you and your beautiful soul every day. Thank you for showing our kids your great love in the few years they had with you and thank you for leaving me pieces of you in them. I miss you endlessly #heavenlyfathersday #missingdaddy #grief #fightfortrevor

There were places in my heart I never knew existed until I knew their love. Thank you Mila and Maverick for choosing me to be your Mommy. Thank you Trevor for having the weakest pull out game ever and giving me pieces of you that I see in our kids every day. #mothersday #widow #grief #myheartbeatsforthem

A huge thank you to the #garysinisefoundation for hosting the first ever #firstresponders snowball express trip. We had the most amazing time in NYC and were able to connect with other #widows ❤️ This is a club I never wanted to be a part of but I am so thankful to know these ladies and travel this healing journey together. #snowballexpress #grief

Almost 18 months without you and I still call and text your phone. It might sound crazy, but somedays it is just what my heart needs. After Trevor passed I couldn’t believe how many of his fire brothers would text his phone or fb message him to tell him they loved him or they missed him. It makes my heart happy to know how often they still think of him. I’m not sure I’ll ever disconnect his number #grief #widow #livingforhim #onedaycloser