Almost 18 months without you and I still call and text your phone. It might sound crazy, but somedays it is just what my heart needs. After Trevor passed I couldn’t believe how many of his fire brothers would text his phone or fb message him to tell him they loved him or they missed him. It makes my heart happy to know how often they still think of him. I’m not sure I’ll ever disconnect his number #grief #widow #livingforhim #onedaycloser