Eating cottage pie with my metal tongs last night for my tea. I was looking forward to eating this. Cottage pie is comfort food!. And when it was in front of me the intrusive thoughts was telling me to get the big metal tongs to eat it otherwise i will die. I love cottage pie yet eating it was not enjoyable at all. I was getting unwanted thoughts telling me hurry up and eat it before you get to 150 in your head or you will die. It was horrible that, I was hungry so I demolished it. I have lived with OCD and Intrusive thoughts for 10 years its a constant battle every day. The intrusive thoughts are a symptom of OCD. #ocdthoughts #ocdproblems #ocdsucks #intrusivethoughts #ocdlife #ocdmetaltongs #intrusivethoughtsrecovery #bpd #bpdtok #anxiety #nightmares #food #foodtiktok #eatingwithmetaltongs #eatingwithtongs #ptsd #fyp #viral #tiktok #theduckman🦆 #eatingfood #mentalhealthactivist #mentalhealthawareness #comfortfood #eatingvideo