this is all so stupid and might be hard to relate to but accepting and feeling worthy of love is so difficult for me, when someone is expressing their love it always feels like there's a catch to it, like they're trying to get me to trust them and be vulnerable enough for them to take advantage of me and hurt me later on. it triggers so much anxiety, I can't process that someone is genuinely capable of loving me for who I am, it either must be that they don't know me enough to hate me or they're lying about it to benefit from me somehow which is very stupid because I know for a fact that there are people who genuinely love and care about me but what can I say, quirky brain #vent #ventart #ventdrawing #artist #doodle #doodles #art