#onthisday unfortunately on the day I was finishing this and just before posting it, we just lost my father in-law, this was the most gut retching thing I posted, I was so excited when I started this piece because I had hit my goal of 3000 followers but sadly the day ended like I never expected, this hurts to look at now and always will, there is so much more meaning behind what I thought would be a fun video, I never mentioned this to ticktok because I wasn't ready, I had also lost my own father just months after, but 3 years has give me time to process this lost, and thank you all for your continued support #iloveyou3000