To everyone that keeps checking on me, thank you. I’m struggling and I don’t like feeling this way. I don’t have an ex I can co parent with so I’m doing this alone and it isn’t easy by any means. He’s painted a picture to others & it’s sickening. I dont like being negative or angry but lately, dealing with this alone, it’s all that I feel. He is not a good father. I could say a lot but I won’t, all that matters is I have my daughter and I’m a very strong advocate for her and I’m doing everything in my power to be there for her. I have to watch her suffer on a daily basis on a level no child should. It isn’t even just physical pain, we are both struggling mentally all while still healing from past trauma. Her and I are not okay, but we do have each other and she is probably the strongest person I know, I look up to my baby. I don’t like putting this side of myself on social media, but I need positive thoughts y’all. Please. #iamnotokay #struggling #singlemom #idontgetpeople #divorced #needpositivevibes #autoimmunedisease #randiwithani85