A little life update 🖤 my heart has been so broken since the passing of my soul dog. Some people understand this greif and if you are one of those people it probably means you have the biggest most gentle heart. I have not in any way been okay, I have found being at home to be traumatic, taking care of my horses traumatic, riding traumatic, trying to sleep traumatic, I’m dealing with all kinds of trauma. I feel like I’ve lost my most loyal friend 💔 I’m going to try and share my day to day life from here on. I cant promise I can compete this weekend, but i’m going to try. Thank you for all your kind comments and messages, it has certainly helped and I will say one thing. Go through a life trauma - you will swiftly learn who deserves to stay in your life ♥️ #equestrian #horse #horserider #horses #equestrianstyle #dressage #showjumping #showhorses #eventing #racehorse #polo #warmblood #thoroughbred #equestrianlife #equine #equestriangirl #horselover #horselife #teamqueenequestrian #queenequestrianteam #queenequestrian #queenequestrianclothing