Kept this in my drafts for a long time and today i chose to post it bc this is truly how im feeling, I’ve always been open with yall and i told yall everyday aint always a good one for me . Now dont be alarmed im not suicidal but I definitely don’t feel like myself God has been keeping me and holding on to me but the devil just wont leave me alone. Yall i fight everyday mentally with myself and anybody who wrongs me but im officially tired i have no more fight in me left so whats next ???