I use to be the friend that was always hosting everybody at her house . My husband would come home to 4 or 5 of my friends almost daily . Then I lost myself to addiction and cut everyone off. Some I cut off cause I didn’t want them to know. Some when I got sober/clean cause they used. Some because they disrupted my peace including my oldest friend of almost 30 years. Sometimes I miss having friends but I really just don’t have the time or energy with taking care of 6 kids. The closest thing I have to friends are people on this app. I’m okay with that. I really enjoy being alone but that’s probably cause I’m never really alone with all my kids 🤷‍♀️ I really am a homebody now that I’m clean/sober. Tell me why my daughter accidentally posted this a lil bit ago but I deleted it cause I didn’t write a caption yet . It popped up with the community guidelines while deleting it . I know you lying if I’m doing something wrong in this video be for real tiktok 😬