The thought of letting go of the last of Ethan’s breastmilk has felt overwhelming for months now. So I held onto it and waited until it felt right. I had a deep desire for it to go to someone special, I thought about it often but never prayed about it. A couple weeks ago Eric and I were running errands. I decided to open up my ‘human milk for human babies’ fb group that is silenced on my page (that way I can control when I see it). There was a women who lived somewhat close to me with an ask out for milk. After I commented that I had milk we began messaging with each other. I noticed from her pictures she had a Heart Hero of her own. She noticed my pictures too and asked me if my son had passed. After I shared Ethan’s story with her she told me she lost her daughter at the same hospital awhile back. Her daughter shared a name with me and we connected for hours in messenger about our journeys. We agreed that Ethan and Allison must be playing in Heaven together. I told her this all felt like a big hug from Heaven because I wanted this donation to be special but I never prayed about it. He knows our hearts friends, when we pray and when we don’t. He knows our hearts. #chdawareness #heartheroes #countitalljoy